hi. it really hurts haha.. all ive ever waited was for her to be with me on my birthday. but i did my best to come up with plans just to be with her but sadly all my efforts were wasted.. im really sad, i tried to come up with an alternative which is to visit her in the province just to make her happy but she rejected it.. why does it have to be like this? im just trying to make her happy but rejected me.. my efforts of saving money, not eating anything, begging my friends to give me some coins so that i can have money for my transportation.. im really disappointed, id rather have bad grades that to let this chance of being with her slip by.. all i want was to make her happy but why cant i have a chance to make it. i really dont know, it feels like there's nothing more to hope for my birthday.. all i wish was to be with her.. its very simple yet maybe its never gonna be.. its almost a month that ive not texted her, its really hard but maybe this is the best for both of us. i dont want to be a nuisance to her, i dont want to hurt her, i just want her to be happy, i love her so much that's why im trying to let go, im trying to move on, i know she's happy now, she's a lucky girl, there are many persons who love her and make her life more meaningful. Its hard for me to not know how's she doing but i know i can make it. i love her with all my heart but sadly my story is just about to end again, she's been my life for these past years, my heartache my happiness, i just want her to be happy. this is goodbye for now...
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