First day of school in the year 2011, well im excited about this day because ill be able to see her and give my pasalubong to her. I arrived at the school just in time for her to go upstairs because it was already the start of her class so i just flashed a smile. I cant concentrate during our class because i was looking the time, because i was supposed to meet her at 4pm because she told me that she'll go home early, suddenly she went to see me at the classroom and of course i was so damn smiling haha the class even noticed me not helping to smile haha so after a while i just pulled out my strength and went out with my pasalubong, i met with her at the chapel, she was standing there while there's some sort of meeting in their organization, i just gave her my pasalubong and of course saying a little but the one that made me even happier was when she drew a little box of her bag and giving it to me haha, i just went off but that short time of seeing her smiling is for me, very worth it, throughout the afternoon im so damn happy i cant even make my smile go down haha. suddenly while i was in my class she texted me, and after her heartwarming text i melt haha specially when my seatmated got the box and read the tiny pieces of paper in it, they were even the first to read those messages than me what the hell haha but i was so damn smiling haha.. but just as the happiness engulfing me, she texted me that she's not ok and after a while a realize, the hell she's sad and maybe crying again, damn... when i arrived at home, i read those messages and hell tears are flowing from my eyes. i cant help but to cry because even though her gift is not expensive the hell i care, it is the thought that counts a lot, her messages was the best gift i ever had in my entire life, not material things but simply the simple messages yet i know are from her heart.. i just wish that maybe one day she'll realize my worth, my love for her so that she'll no longer be crying.. that ill be able to take care of her, dont care if she doesnt love me... all i want is to make her happy, to hear her laugh and to see her beautiful smile... she deserve the best... and im willing to give her my best... the best out of me even if its meant to kill me... i love her so deeply... ill never get tired of loving her unconditionally.. for me that is love, although its very hard on my part, all i wanna see is for her to be happy...
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