My daily happiness

Everytime i woke up early in the morning, she always occupies my mind and she is the one whom i last think of. Currently ive finished my christmas gift to her, hope she'll like it. it took me almost 3weeks of sleeping 4or5am but at last it was finished. I want her to feel that although im very far, i can still manage to make her feel that she;s the most beautiful girl to me, and that i really love her so much. i hope she'll stay in my life just like what she texted me. i hope she appreciates me for who i am. i may not be the most handsome best guy out there but if she is looking for a man that will love her and gift all what he got, she can may me a choice. im not assuming she likes me, remember that is the basic rule in accounting "do not assume otherwise stated" all i can do is someday i hope i can have a chance to prove my worth and love to her, that even though im not the best looking man out there, i can give her 101% of my effort, i dont know what i'll do if she will leave in my life again. i dont like to be hurt again that's why im being cautious but stll when i know she's lonely and in the brink of crying i cant help but to come and be a superman thou all i can do is call her and give her soothing words still for me that is not enough and that is the least thing i can do for her, she is a very nice lady, i cant help but to smile whenever i hear her laugh and when she starts to deliver pick up lines for me. she's really kind for her to call me sometimes and make me feel that i can be an important person also. hope she'll be fine and i hope i can give her additional smiles fore her christmas. i wish her to be well and happy and i thank the lord for making me smile again because of her :)