my super merry christmas :)

december is the most busiest, most tedious and most tiresome month in my calendar haha. so much activities, so much love things to do and in addition to that i still have to study somehow. let me start my story by telling you how my very special christmas gift was made. I started doing my gift during the last week of november and i finished it last December 13 almost 3weeks of sleeping 3-4hrs haha. i spend almost a wooping 1500 pesos just for the materials on that and i cut many papers just to finish it. i really dont know how i finished it considering i had so much work to do, maybe it was just a mere sacrifice, yap i had sacrifice some events in our org, my studies, my sleep and my time because that gift was really very important to me. i want her to remember me and i want to make her happy and feel that even thou im very far from her i can still make her happy, i can still do so much effort just for her because i like her, because i care so much for her, i dont know if shell love me or not, i will just hope and pray someday she will but for now i just want to make her feel special. December 13 was also the day when i sent my gift to lbc for delivery, yap it was a very tiring day because we had an activity at that time and i was pissed off because im very tired of walking and walking and walking but when i started to put my gift on the box and writing her name with address on it, my day became so at peace, when i was in lbc, i dont know what to do haha because that was the first time i will deliver something, but luckily it was a simple process. i was surprised when the lady told me to opened the box, when i opened it she viewed all my works haha i was shy at that moment specially seeing my work being viewed by others haha but at last i received my receipt marking the end of my christmas project, i just went to the computer shop texted her that i already delivered my gift for her. and that was the end of my long 3 weeks of hardwork and a lot of sacrifice. i woke up the next day with a lot of goodvibes, i texted her that she try to drop by at the lbc if my gift was already there. afterwards late at noon, she texted me saying she had already received the box and it was heavy haha i really literally jumped into my seat because i was at the computer playing dota at my house then, i called her dont know what to do then run back and forth from the window to the back place to the window haha. she told me why was it very heavy i said secret dont open the box yet, i joke that there's a rabbit inside haha then finally i allowed her to open the box, i was listening carefully how he unwrap it afterwards she said there's so many plastic and box haha then when she finally saw my gift she said aw, and she started crying and said so sweet of me and that i was nakakainis haha. i apologize because there were no drawing and stuff but she was crying i can hear her, she even said droplets of tears are falling to my gift she said thank you very much then she read my message she was so happy at that time i can feel it, she really appreciated my gift, we talked i explained, i told her she's my crush and she was speechless, i can no longer recall every words she said but i can recall the feeling of so much happiness inside of me because she really liked my gift, , i was so happy, all my efforts were not wasted, she even told me her mama told that i am such a sweet guy. ill never forget that day, hearing her laugh, hearing her how surprised she was and hearing her cry, not because of sadness but because of happiness. and i thank the lord he gave me strength to finished that haha. until now we are good friends, calling her often texting her, she is such a nice lady and now im planning to pursue her even more, i have started doing my surprises next year because i want to give efforts to her now that she is still in the philippines, ill make her the most special lady in my life, ill make her feel that she's the pretties in town :) i really love her and ill do anything to make her stay. merry christmas to her, and thak you lord for having her as very wonderful gift to me as my light as my friend, and as my hope :)