my random thoughts

it has been a while since i last posted here in my blog. in just a few weeks ill soon be leaving my university. actually tinatamad ako mag ingles haha :)) naaalala ko pa rin ung time na umalis siya haha nak ng kamote, kelan kaya siya babalik? makikita ko pa kaya siya? galit pa kaya lola niya sa akin? i really dont know the answers to my questions, somehow i am still afraid, very afraid... specially when im thinking that she will migrate to california for good on october, yap the month of my board exam..i dont intend to be at that situation of just waiving my hand as i slowly say goodbye to her at the airport.. i dont want to experience that pain when i slowly walked away from her and i just cant do anything but to watch her from a distance.. that was a very painful experience saying goodbye from a distance.. everytime i look at our pic in my wallet i always remember her laughters her beautiful face, her nice smile, it was just a 3hr of being with her talking random stuffs but i cherished those short time being with her because hindi ko naman lagi siyang kasama and i fear we wont be together for a long time again since aalis na siya for good.. gusto ko pa sanang makipagkwentuhan sa kanya ng mas matagal, i want to go out with her...  i want her to be my queen...